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    10/17/2009

    怕。

     
     
     
    下午睡了一觉。睁开眼睛,天基本已经暗得看不清了。大概是,晚上快7点了。
     
    我突然觉得诺大的别墅里安静得让我口干舌燥。
     
    我猛然从床上爬起来,打开了房间的门。
     
    阴影中的走廊。黑暗的屋子。
     
     
    居然就这样,在黑暗的走廊里站了许久。忘记了去开灯。
     
     
     
    我突然意识到自己心理恐惧什么。
     
    我恐惧的不是黑暗。不是安静。
     
    而是,这种,这样的,无声无息,无声无机的感觉。
    就像没有人的死气。
    不安的气息在这糜烂的空气中滋生,壮大。
    湮灭了我。
     
     
     
    现在,安静得能听到屋外冷风咆哮的声音和自己的心跳。
     
    不安。
     
    阴暗。
     
    干渴。
     
    神经脆弱的像紧绷的弦。
     
     
     
    我害怕得蹲在走廊里,抱着自己的身体,大声的说:
     
    我也是有温度的。
     
    别怕。
     
     
     
    也许我只是不想承认,
     
    这两个基本没有怎么交流过的室友,
     
    已经不知不觉中浸入我的生活。
     
    让我幻觉的以为,
     
    有他们的吵闹,反而是一件很安心的事情。
     
     
     
     
    我恍惚中,好像听到一个女人用干涩的声音在歌唱
     
    没有关系
     
    你还足够温暖
     
    还有自己拥抱
     
    你愿意交换么
     
    和我……
     
     
     
    我崩溃地退回自己的房间。锁上门。
     
    拥挤的小空间,反而有安全感和温馨感。
     
    在扭开音响的瞬间,才发觉到自己颤抖的手。
     
    毫不犹豫地把音量调大。
     
    飘出了“我等着你回来……我等着回来……我想着你回来……”
     
     
     
    温暖溢出。微微的。
     
    就这样。就好了。
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

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    CheeChee Wanwrote:
    To FanFan:对呀。超级无敌的疯狂。我见识到了~ 嘻嘻。
    Oct. 19
    fan fanwrote:
    还是那两个疯狂的游戏迷室友?
    Oct. 19

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